November 13, 2006
I know I have been inactive these few days on my blog. Well, it's because I've been going through a lot during those days. Frustrating days, angry days, stoning days, you name it all, I've been through it. Last night was kind of the last straw for me. I tried to do the past year papers and it WAS very tough. And I was beaten down to the ground by it. During that period, I remember being a hermit, ignoring people and just trying to solve the problem. Finally, I came to the brink of my patience and I just broke. Even when my parents called on skype, I sounded cold to them. Guess I felt bad after that and called them again, apologised and got their prayers and encouragement. But still the fear, the insecureness lingered for quite some time, so I directed my fears to msn. Really really sorry ya Ying Qian, I sounded very cold and ignored you for some time. But then, after some time, it just struck me...it's only CS1101C. What in the whole wide world can it do to me?Kill me?Injure me?...I have been to taken in by it. Oh man, that was the breakthrough that I needed. Changed the topic and did math instead...it was a good session of math, eventhough I haven't solved the last question :p
I will not be moved and I will say of the Lord that You are my shield and my strength.
*Ying Qian: Thank you ya for trying to cheer this particularly stubborn male species =)
*Pris: Eventhough we only chatted for a while, but it seemed like it was for hours :) Love ya
loads ya...hugs and kisses coming your way
*Dina: Terima kasih for the encouragement and the choc cookies...they were heavenly =)
*Victor: Arigato for the Word and the lui cha and the aloe vera drink =)
*Eric: Your essay....may it pass with flying colours :p
reflected @ 10:14 AM
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