Ivan,
Is such a white washed tomb,
With his mouth,
He proclaims,
Man shall not live by bread alone,
But by every word,
That proceedeth out,
Of the mouth of God,
But his actions speak otherwise,
He is living by every word,
That proceedeth from his own mouth,
I'm not fit to lead,
When I am so stubborn,
Being a faithful servant does not need,
To be involved in so many things,
Just live life according to the bible,
If the word given is,
DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT,
Then it must be something that is evil,
Only a fool like me will want to play with fire,
And continue pursuing it,
I have to get my life right,
Before I can lead,
No man that warreth,
Entangled himself with the affairs,
Of this life;
That he may please,
Him who hath chosen him,
To be a soldier,
The husbandman that laboureth,
must be FIRST
partaker of the fruits,
2 Timothy 2:4,6
Daily feeding on the word,
Putting things behind,
Letting God lead,
Taking hold of the word,
And the promise,
That has been bestowed upon you,
As the potter moulds the clay,
Lord please mould me,
The way You want me to be,
It will be hard,
Since I have been holding on tight,
And holding on tight,
the wound will be deeper,
But by your grace Lord,
I will find the real love,
And peace,
That only You can give

This is my life,
Scarred,
Smudged,
Tainted,
I offer to You,
Once again,
Everything I've been through,
Use it for Your glory,

Thank you so much Abba Father,
It hasn't come in a better time,
Than during Christmas,
When Your Son,
Your only begotten Son,
Was sent down to earth..