December 26, 2007
Went to Orchard Road last night to see the lightings and the atmosphere there, since it's been nearly a year I stepped foot on Orchard Road haha. I was accompanied by Rui Hoong, Steve and the ever heavy D70 :p
Man, the place was PACKED! Even with most of Orchard Road being closed, there was so many people. Families, tourists, students like us :p, Filipinos, Indonesians, all were there. Well we walked about, taking photos, watched some performances that were staged, listened to a group of carolers from a church. Then after we reached the end of the decorations, I suggested we go watch a movie instead. Good thing 'National Treasure' wasn't sold out and we thoroughly enjoyed the whole movie =) Some pictures taken hehe (a bit blur some of it hehe)














reflected @ 9:29 AM
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December 25, 2007
Ivan,
Is such a white washed tomb,
With his mouth,
He proclaims,
Man shall not live by bread alone,
But by every word,
That proceedeth out,
Of the mouth of God,
But his actions speak otherwise,
He is living by every word,
That proceedeth from his own mouth,
I'm not fit to lead,
When I am so stubborn,
Being a faithful servant does not need,
To be involved in so many things,
Just live life according to the bible,
If the word given is,
DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT,
Then it must be something that is evil,
Only a fool like me will want to play with fire,
And continue pursuing it,
I have to get my life right,
Before I can lead,
No man that warreth,
Entangled himself with the affairs,
Of this life;
That he may please,
Him who hath chosen him,
To be a soldier,
The husbandman that laboureth,
must be FIRST
partaker of the fruits,
2 Timothy 2:4,6
Daily feeding on the word,
Putting things behind,
Letting God lead,
Taking hold of the word,
And the promise,
That has been bestowed upon you,
As the potter moulds the clay,
Lord please mould me,
The way You want me to be,
It will be hard,
Since I have been holding on tight,
And holding on tight,
the wound will be deeper,
But by your grace Lord,
I will find the real love,
And peace,
That only You can give
This is my life,
Scarred,
Smudged,
Tainted,
I offer to You,
Once again,
Everything I've been through,
Use it for Your glory,
Thank you so much Abba Father,
It hasn't come in a better time,
Than during Christmas,
When Your Son,
Your only begotten Son,
Was sent down to earth..
reflected @ 1:30 AM
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December 23, 2007
Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever baby
I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again,
With life in your hands.
It couldn't be any harder
reflected @ 7:38 PM
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December 22, 2007
All I need is You, Lord,
All I need is You,
In every aspect of my life,
During this time of loneliness,
This supposedly festive period,
I just have to tear myself away,
From it and come back,
Come back to the heart of worship,
Humbled and broken,
Be still and know who is God,
And who I am in this world...
reflected @ 9:53 AM
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December 17, 2007
Funny,
Weird,
These are my feelings now,
After last night,
I just don't know how to feel,
Feel like there is such a big gap,
Between all of us.
Maybe,
Just maybe,
What she said was right,
People change,
And not only change,
They change a lot...
Such insecurity,
fragile,
Will break anytime,
Without notice...
reflected @ 9:39 AM
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December 16, 2007
This semester....
The challenge begins,
A challenge never tried before,
by Ivan...
To change from this...

to this...

!!
Can he do it?
Stay tune to find out!
reflected @ 8:06 PM
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December 11, 2007
Faith is the substance of things hoped for,
the evidence of things not seen
Hebrews 11:1 (KJV)
Faith is of the heart, not the head
Kenneth E. Hagin
- Such words of wisdom, if only everyone can believe and walk in it.
reflected @ 9:11 PM
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December 10, 2007
Beautiful, beautiful song that I love. Sung by Brian Littrell. It speaks of the greatness of God in every aspect of our lives, be it in victory or in defeat. Pray that God will minister to you all through this song as it did to me =)
In Christ alone will I gloryThough I could pride myself in battles wonFor I’ve been blessed beyond measureAnd by His strength alone I’ll overcomeOh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my handsBut those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I standIn Christ aloneI place my trustAnd find my glory in the power of the crossIn every victoryLet it be said of meMy source of strengthMy source of hopeIs Christ aloneIn Christ alone do I gloryFor only by His grace I am redeemedFor only His tender mercyCould reach beyond my weakness to my needAnd now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him moreAnd to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

reflected @ 11:43 AM
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December 08, 2007
I've been waiting so long for this....
I'M EATING BAK KUT TEH TOMORROW FOR LUNCH! :D
WILL HAVE PICTURES, HAHA TO MAKE YOU ALL JEALOUS!!
GEMBIRANYA, HAPPY!! :D
reflected @ 1:56 PM
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December 05, 2007
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
reflected @ 1:48 PM
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December 03, 2007
For her sake,
For her emotions,
And for my own good,
I have to,
And I mean really have to,
Let her go,
Not affected by what she does,
Not affected by what she says,
She treats me as a good friend,
Why can't I reciprocate the same?
I believe I too can,
Just treat her as a good friend...
reflected @ 9:16 PM
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December 02, 2007
I WILL START SAVING!
I WILL IKAT PERUT!
I WILL EAT HALL FOOD AS AFT AS I CAN!
BECAUSE OF....
no not that I have a girlfriend to shower gifts...
no not that I want to buy a new tennis racquet...
no not that I want to buy a new phone, but....
I WANT TO BUY D80!!
I CAN DO IT!
I KNOW I CAN!
:p

reflected @ 7:48 PM
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"On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up"
Such beautiful words,
Simple but profound,
Truly..
reflected @ 7:45 PM
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