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December 22, 2006
Christmas should be a season of festive joy and celebration, but I'm sorry this year I won't be one of the billions of people participating in this. This period is full of worries and confusion for me.
Worries for the damn competition by photography committee that has to be done before school starts and it is now in a mess since everyone, except for one, of the committee members including me are either back in Malaysia or China. And the worst part is that I cannot even connect to them. E-mails, MSN offline messages have not brought out even the shadow of them. I really feel like driving up to Cameron Highlands and screaming my head off. So many things to do but the other members just does not want to be involved! That has been bugging me the day the holidays started. Grrrr I hate organising stuff when not everyone is involved!!!
Confusions, confusions, confusions. Are my feelings playing a trick on me? When I'm around certain people, I want them to stay far away from me, fearng that I won't be able to commit myself, but when they are really far away from me, I start to yearn for their company and regret letting them go. Why does man not treasure the treasure right in front of them? Taking things for granted, and treating the person as an object where he/she can throw any hurt, anger, frustration at. Just makes me feel confused at myself. Why am I acting like that? Why? Why?....
reflected @ 10:38 AM
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Name
Ivan
Course
Environmental Engineering@NUS
Loves
My heavenly Father
Bible
Family and Friends
Squash!
Hates
Hypocrites
Manipulators
