

October 11, 2006
It's 1.40 am and I'm not sleeping yet. Maybe it's just the feeling that if I sleep, it will be a day nearer to EG 1108 test. What a feeling...I used to like the rush of adrenalin when one waits at the door, waiting for it to open and rushing to finish the test. Now, I'm dragging my feet to the venue, not expecting anything. Why has all this haapened? Is it because my intelligence has taken a dive?or because I just don't have enough brain space left anymore?haiz =
Day by day I try to cheer myself up, try to make full use of the time that I have, but it always screws up. Why?why?
Nevermind, put everything that has happened behind you. The 2 failures in computing and chemistry, don't let it bog you down. Persevere and be of good courage. Believe that you can do it. You know, you have been saying to to a lot of people, now you must prove to them that what you tell them is correct.
Push all out and experience the enlightenment of being able to understand things.
Phew, that was a good self encourageent. Hope it will carry on till tomorrow. Guess I better go to sleep now then. Nitez everyone...
reflected @ 1:46 AM
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Name
Ivan
Course
Environmental Engineering@NUS
Loves
My heavenly Father
Bible
Family and Friends
Squash!
Hates
Hypocrites
Manipulators